Though the holiday snuck up on me, the sad realization of having to somehow cut ties with a project was a gradual, escalating process. I was really enjoying doing what I was for the project, & only wished to be able to do more but I came to the understanding that I was limited in what I could physically do, was rarely prepared with my documents & proposals beforehand, learned fratenizing needed to be a minium, & learned that not only do I need to trust those I hire to help, but they need to listen to my direction as well as understand who they're reporting to. The whole thing was one obstacle after another, & I felt like things were just of reach from being under my control the entire time. It was very defeating & due to some recent misfortunate events, I'm having to seperate myself from the whole ordeal. I have yet to really face it, but it seems as though now would be a good a time as ever to try to severe any ties. There's still unfinished business but I don't know how to continue without any more negativity. We shall see.
Amber
